climb

This song says alot for me for the last few months. read the words..
Just wanted to share...



"I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

Yes we do Bill.. and thank you for that comment.. It has been a crazy day and I was just thinking to myself... what do i have sweet to eat in there.. but i think i will put the picture of what i want to eat on my punching bag and beat the crap out of it so it no longer looks like something i want to put in my mouth.. thanks for the inspiration..I think I am going to extend my date till Thanksgiving..

Today i am off of work and have given myself a "free day" not worried about doing much.. but ended up doing more then i wanted so.. i have rewarded myself with something i have been wanting for 2 weeks... CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM... not the fat free kind or the frozen yogurt kind.. the real deal.... HERSHEY'S CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM... AND IT IS YUMMY... I felt like i have done a pretty good job doing what i needed to do and i decided i wanted it so i would have some.. not a lot.. just enough to satisfy me.. so let me get back to my treat before it melts on me... hope everyone has had a great day... God bless...

Giving up is not an option

OK. so i have not had a good week..although i did loose 2lbs.. It was a little stressful this week...
I know we at work are all supposed to be grown-ups.. but i wonder if some of the staff didn't get the memo and think that childish comments and talking behind people's back is cook... well.. if it is true then you should have no problem facing that person and saying whatever it is you have to say.. of course we don't want to be evil and hurt someone's feelings, but come on... have the balls to say what you think and stop stressing yourself out by having to remember all the lies that you tell on people.. anyway... all I am saying is just because you don't see someone do something ... doesn't mean that they didn't do it... unless you are up someone's butt 24/7.. you can only account for yourself.. Ok i have said my peace.. so ...can't we all just get along.... ??? PEACE OUT

OK.. since no one really says anything or comments on here.. i am wondering if anyone is reading my ramblings... So here goes more.. not sure what day it is.... I have started back at the YMCA and doing water aerobics .. so this is the second day of exercise.. and guess what????? The pool is closed.. so.. i am doing my exercise at home.. with my theraband... not the same.. but better then doing nothing... Went to the Dr the other day.. blood pressure was good.. pulse was good.. weight.. was less 2 lbs... slow slow slow... but slow is good.. or better then losing 20lbs in 2weeks or something.. anyway.. going for now.. will try to keep the Many fans.. LOL up to date.. Please if you are reading my blog.. please join so i know there is someone out there... Night..

Random is good...

ok.. more randomness from your truely.. guess i should get on here daily.. but..hmmm let me think.. NOT>>> don't have time for all that daily. Ok so i went to the doctor today for my shoulder and she tells me... carring extra weight is not good.. Ok.. so was she talking about my shoulder or the fact that i am overweight.. ??? like i don' t know... anyway.. she gave me a shot of kenlog???? and she told me to take some muscle relaxers, some pain meds and call it a night.. so we try this for 7 days then .. On Tuesday i go back to the Y and go back to my exercises... i think it will do me good to get back there... make me move a little more.. get off my lazy buttocks... so. until then ... i was told by my Dr to rest my shoulder... LOL... i have 2 grandkids under 3.. how am i gonna rest it.. but... lol.. i will try.. Hope everyone has a great weekend and thanks for letting me shoot off my mouth a little...

more randomness..

Ok.. I think this is like day 7.. I have not had a good day.. or evening for my diet... although I did eat a salad and chicken for lunch today.. I also had a candy bar.. oh well.. no need to beat myself up about it... I can just brush myself off and keep going. I have been told that if you deprive yourself of the things you want then when you do get it.. you can over do it.. so i will not deprive myself.. just eat alittle less.. The 4th of July weekend is coming up and you know that always means BBQ's... but I am going to be ok this year. Just take it "one burger at a time"... LOL.. take it slow and easy.. don't over do it and keep my head in the game. I know no one really reads this stuff so i just type what i am feeling at the time I write. It is 8:44 and i am going to play a game watch a movie and hit the sack... goodnight bloggers...

Random stuff

This is day 4 ... I have done ok so far.. I have lost 2 lbs so far. Yay... it is a start. I am trying to keep my head in the game so to speak. I have been doing my exercise 3 times a week... very moderate exercise.. drinking ALOT of water.. i feel like i am floating away. This has been an ok day .. did have a co-worker who's grandson died today in a drowning accident.. so tragic... brings back to many memories for me... Life is so short.. and that is one reason i am doing this.. I would like to be there for my grandkids.. to see them grow up get married and make me a great grandma someday.. ok.. enough for now... If there is something you would like me to blog about... let me know... I am new at this so i am making it up as i go.. next blog will be on Friday.. Have a good one...

The First Day

Okay.. today is the first day of the rest of my life.. I think I heard someone say that one time... or someone wrote it or something.. I had to work today.. I am not going to write down everything I eat in a day... I don't think that is going to help me any.. but what i will do, and i am pretty much making this up as i go along, will blog 1-2 times weekly on my progress. I have had a few people show interest, and would like for them to join me in this journey. The more people that join, the more support we all will have for each other. Fell free to blog if you like.. maybe we can all sort of tell how we are feeling that day. I think our mood, what kind of day we are having determines what goes in our mouths. Now i am not a shrink nor am I a doctor.. i am far from it. I am just someone who is tired of being overweight and not being able to walk like i used to.. being able to play with my grand kids like i would like.. Yes.. I know .. I said grand kids.. I have 2.. they and my3 kids my boyfriend, my mom and my brothers and sister (not in that order of course) are my world... I wouldn't take anything for my family. We may have to do some rearranging in the family, but no one could pay me to replace them. It is getting late and i have blabbed on enough.. is that even a word.. Good Night my blogger family!!

The Begining

OK.. I am starting this blog today.. my loosing journey.. I know it sounds a little well on the weird side but.. I am hoping that i loose on my journey.. I figured i would give this till My birthday which is Sept. 26.. to loose at least 50lbs. Sounds kind of I don't know.. impossible.. but.. i thought maybe if i did it on here. I would have to be accountable for everything i put in my mouth and every time i did or didn't do my exercise. So, it is late and i am beginning this on Saturday 6/26/2010. That is day one..